It’s 4pm on a Wednesday. I have the babysitter babysitting the baby which is not cheap by the way, which by the way, Jenna, if you are reading this, you are worth EVERY penny and I freaking love you.
I have rocked my time management goal and put everything I want to do that fuels my dreams on my calendar.
One of my dreams is to raise the level of consciousness on the planet through my coaching practice and make a badass living doing it.
So, my calendar alerts me that it is time to write my newsletter.
BUT I DON’T FEEL LIKE IT.
I would rather do like 746 other things. Like check facebook. Get a snack. Call my hubs. Look at pics of baby.
My brain thinks things like: You can do it later. You’ll probably have a better idea later. What if you just checked insta for like 10 minutes, it’d be fine, you can still get it done. You could get like 6 things done in the time it takes to write a newsletter. What if I promise to do it tonight?
I MEAN I REALLY REALLY REALLY DON’T FEEL LIKE IT.
It is like there is a toddler throwing a temper tantrum inside my head.
But here I am. Writing the newsletter.
Because you know what? I want my dream. Super bad. And writing this newsletter is one little task that ladders up to the big goal. I don’t want to be at the end of my life looking back at what could have been. Looking back at what I didn’t do because “I didn’t feel like it”. What a suck ass reason to not do what we are meant to do.
So I let the thought be there, that I don’t feel like it. I feel the discomfort in my body. And then I remember my dream and I go to work anyway.
And now as I write this it has shifted. Right now it feels amazing.
Whether we go for our dreams or not, sometimes it is gonna feel amazing and sometimes it is gonna suck.
So my wish for us this month is that we all continue to dream big and do what it takes.